*hugs* You shouldn't be having to distract yourself from feeling like crap. If you were ruing the fact you didn't manage to last long enough to distract yourself with something, that's bad, and I wish there were something to do to make it better. This GM has had it hammered home beyond any quasi-doubt now, at least? Others who read this will as well? Steps can be taken to at least try to minimise the lack of fun and emphasise the fun?

Also, if you mucked up the stats, it didn't look that way from the outside.